long chyme no torrkkk

ahah wusups peoples ? longtime no blog ayes .. well, not like i advertise this blog anymores .. cuz its d3d to the maximum .. its been nearly a month since i blogged, cos im lazy .. nd i needed something to do in the holidays .. mmh .. iim in science atm .. kiki next to mee .. shes tryna remmeber her pword for msn .. wahah suck shieet ! shes getting all frustrated en shieets .. its good watching her get so pissy LOL x] hmm its cloudy .. rainy .. cold .. eww .. i hate this weather .. ahah today i gots up .. nd farr i was tired .. had work last night .. i was pretty much dragging myself off my bed .. nd then i gots the train to epping .. lmao the courage man .. nd frekaing the train man was waiting for me .. leaning on the building .. lol tryna look impressive for me .. but uh oh, i caught the train and got off in the later carriages .. meaning, he was looking like a fag for standing there looking for me when i wasnt even there .. asshole. ahha nd wah a perve man .. we were tryna find his bluetooth .. ahah stupid mole .. sheesh .. mmh i miss danny .. freaking thats all i can think about these days ... its been almost 3 weeks we havent spoken on fonee .. nd shit me dead im a boredkient these days .. theres nothing to do but STUDY .. nd i dont wanna do thats .. cuz the next two years of my life - dedicated to the library, books and liquid paper .. motherheadhole. imm so .. outdated these days .. i jes wanna go out and play play playyy ! but now its nearly yr 11 time .. stressful, high expectations and all .. i cant cope mans .. nd the best friend .. the perfect best friend i was ever so close with .. decides not to talk to me cuz he doesnt wanna interupt my relationship with my bf .. lol whats the difference between a bf nd a best friend ? ALOT. lol, ohwell, its his choice .. hmm .. ii think i might be off nows .. LOL science is gay and so is physics. shoutout to my special meilisa oen, my husband and BIGTIME GANGSTA for LONG TIME, our nine months was not so long ago ;) ahah you have annie chau hair nows .. wahhah .. hope you enjoy your little outing with her .. blogdrive sucks. !

geeeeeeeeeeeeez.

xo jayce *

HAPPY 15 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY BOO =] AIWUPWOO x] i love you to the max nd a half, nd no matter what we go through, it`s always together =] GONE FISSINN =] tenku for today baby, nd the grapefruit AHHA LMAO it squirted into my eye nd it freaking stings, but dats okay. LOL you can kiss it better right ? x] BAHAHAHHA ..

anyways, im like so LAOS yo, and i wanna show yo how asian i am =] LOLS, so thees are my favourite videos .. IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD !

" welcome to target "

well arent i a lucky girl ? im a part of the TARGET community .. 1Oo % HAPPY na na na na na .. lmao what SHAME .. anywho`s .. my day started off with .. waking up 2 hours late .. nd danny missed his bus .. so all good, we're even =D danny arrived at my house at ehm .. fifteen past ten ? so yeah .. i had work at 3 .. nd i might`d as well sleep in with him aye x] .. so we slept till around 12 .. nd thens my dad came home nd drove me to work .. lmao .. got to macquarie at around .. 12:40 .. nd thens i waited at the bus stop outside greaterunion at around .. 1 nd picked danny up from the buslanes .. dawdled around macquarie .. went to woolworths to re-wax danny;s hair .. ahah lmao CHEAP .. nd thens adventured around macquarie, trying to find something to amuse us .. lol .. ended up buying sushi .. ahah lmao, btw, while i was waiting for danny .. some random lady came towards me nd asked if i wanted to do a survey .. i thought to myself .. lmao if she asks me questions, i get something out of it too right ? nah, im bullshitting, but hey, i needed to kill some time .. so yeah .. nd it was sorta rude for an asian to say " fuck off, im waiting for my boyfriend ", so yeah i went along with it .. what kinda survey is rating and dissing the top 6 female idols ? lol jackie o, melissa doyle, some random hoe, sophie falkiner, kate richie, kate fischer etc etc .. something about warringah mall and macquarie centre's face of shopping .. lmao .. anyways I SCORED A FREE COFFEE FROM THE VOGUE CAFE on level two x] .. SEE THERE WAS SOMETHING IN IT FOR ME =] picked danny up .. got my flat white nd headed to easyway .. mainly cuz im a fat pig, and also cuz i had nothign else to do .. we intensi-fied at intencity, in whgich i whooped your ass in airhockey x], about to get owned in initial d, luckily some little kids was on it .. nd thens yeah, went target .. sat down for a while .. nd waited .. left danny at 2:50 .. nd walked through the barriers of the outside world, and the world full of motherrocking toys =] TARGETS MASSIVE TOY SALE .. ** drools .. met some random guy .. HE SHOOK MY HAND " simon, and you are ? " WHAT IF I DONT WANNA DICLOSE MY PERSONAL DETAILS .. ? buh yeah, he wa snice, so i was nice back =D i figured .. iim like the youngest in my group working .. ahah .. talking about salaries nd shit .. from 20 down to 15, i was the only one who answered for 15, nd everyone was looking at me .. its like .. " havent you ever freaking been 15 before? " nd simon told me he didnt have a job at 15, mainly cuz his rents were fags, buh YEAH its all good now .. UNI AT UNSW ?! you cant say anything man, worked hard to get this far mate .. anyways .. yeah .. work was fine .. absolutely fine =] met alot of people .. lolss .. nd yeah .. i saw paula, katie, joyce, sarah, anastasiaa, ally, rebekaa nd stephiez .. =D so iim pretty happy with it today .. im tiired from work .. nd ive been running nd jogging on the spot for the past half hour .. while watching honey, we're killing the kids .. im suprised im not puffing or anything .. i CRAVE sleep .. hopefully i can go city on friday with kiki .. nd tomorrow im going to spend some special time with my cousins .. FISHING at lansvale LOL i havent seen those girls ever since .. ages .. lmaoo ashy, danielle, michelle, oudz, dao .. faarr .. i miss you all .. lols you sexy t`a;d cousins of mine .. ill blog moros =] it wasnt that eventful .. buh yeah .. WHERE THE HELL IS DANNY ?! im getting worried .. hope sammy didnt rape you .. nd i hope rothana dint chuck you someplace to hide .. haha .. omg .. paris hilton - stars are blind .. I HATE HOW MY MUSIC SHUFFLES .. gay .. anyways .. i miss danny .. blerh x[ byes =D

geeeeeeeeez. =D

xo jayce *

`edit.;## ii'd also like to make a statement. A BIG FAT APOLOGETIC SORRY ; sebin, my dear .. its your BIRTHDAY ! nd, iim sorry i coudlnt make it to your dinner party, but you still know you rock right ? =] eheh, happy birthday you ! AND .. i`d like to motherSLAP that bitch of an elmo that freaking slapped my cheek today in target .. stupid bitch of a toy fucken whammed my face like a hoe .. man it hurt .. danny herd it slap ahaha x]]

" jacqui ? " - julie.

lols, WELL .. i went city todays .. with rosey, lindaa nd danny .. nd roseys teenibopper cousin ? i ono .. lmao .. anyways .. yeah i woke up pretty damn early today .. ahah .. which is a suprise .. cuz i normally cbf nowadays .. ahah .. YEAH well, i woke up, had a shower .. messed up my hair .. got changed, nd i bolted out the front door .. nd WHAT A LEGEND, i made it onto the 545 parra .. lucky me, when i got to eastwood .. i saw danny buying his train ticket LMAO NEWHOO, the POINT IS .. that DANNY didnt recognise me .. meanie ><" thats really slack, CUZ WEVE BEEN DATING FOR ALMOST 15 MONTHS NOW .. lols mangs, that cut me .. REAL DEEP .. ANYWAYS, we bought sushi at hanaas .. nd then trained it to ct .. lmao what a frekaing LONG ass, stressful, PAINFUL train ride .. ahah .. " massive urge for kfc mans " XP NICE HUN, NICE ! nd thens our .. " hey hun, you fink we could take wasabi ? " .. YOURE ON BITCH .. lmao .. danny tooks the wussy one .. cuz im such a man =] nd nd .. 1 .. 2 .. 3 POP ! we chewed .. it was all good .. then you could taste a bits of like .. heat .. nd then BAMMM .. RIGHT UP THE NOSE ! ahah .. we were down man .. 1 .. 2 .. 3 .. LMAO nd i couldnt handle it .. i was crying like a fucking bitch .. =] neways .. got to ct at .. hmm 10:30 ish ?! lols nd rosey was meant to come to central at 11 .. so denss danny&i made our way to capitols, passing a few .. humble people .. save the whales dudes .. nd a lesbian couple, sizzling some hot pashing action in front of the bus stops .. AUSTRALIA IS SUCHA BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY .. lols x]x] tooks capitols .. nd thens wakled back central to walk PAST rosey .. lmao i didnt even recognise her .. until she coughed at me .. nd i fort she was tryna start me AYE ROSEY >=] ahah .. nd thens went back capitols .. took pics =] MORE MORE MORE .. saw queena nd mayy =] woohoo, long time no see .. nd thens BUMPED into julie .. lmao "  jacqui ? " .. " ** stares .. glares .. followed by couple seconds worth of dirties .. no .. im not " .. nd i walked away .. jes like that =] .. bu dens i felt bad nd came back nd laughed at her face =] woohoo, im too good .. buh yeah shes sucha sweetie .. lols =] neways .. went galaxy haymarkets .. LOL rosey had full oneONone comp with some white boy .. LMAO ahah fully stretching nd shit .. waterbottles .. nd TAKN IT TO EXTREMES, bringing his own towel .. ahah LMAO talk about pro man, step back HEAVYHEAVY DDRers =] after thats .. played initial d .. lmao slackass, make me LOSE .. x] danny nd his rx7 man .. lolss .. nd thens ummss .. basketballed ? man, i got so owned .. LOL ahah .. nd thens saw danny's friends .. begged them for money .. errmss .. danny&i joined tickets nd it scored me a sexy necklace =] woohoo, what a sickkient .. LOL nd thens  made our way to foodcourt .. lmao roseyndlinda ate suchi .. nd danny&ii had calamarirings&chips xP sickkienttt .. =] saw julie agens, slapped her ass .. nd she turned around nd gave danny the BIGGEST dirty ever man .. LMAO sorry babes, i touched your ass, not my bf ahah xPp lmaooss .. wents to chinatown .. looked for rosey .. ems .. i missed calls from work .. had to call them back .. nd then YEAH, back to capitols to see who was there .. jenny&mabel .. =] LOLS HAPPY BDAE ROSEMARY, ALYSHIA ND MABEL =] nd nd went passionflower, bought icecream nd trained it back homes .. HOW EVENTFUL .. lols .. what a day .. my best day .. nd freaking tomorrow i have work .. BEAUTIFUL. >=[ .. anyways .. its getting late nows .. toodles.

geeeeeeeeeeeez. =D

xo jayce *

 jaycie&danny      rosey on a ROLL !     Linda =]       jayce&julie       queena&may         

`editt.;## a big FAT happy birthday to mabel, rosey, kimmy, phucc AND VIRIYA ! =]

" are you staying for ronald mcdonald "

yeah, well i went macquarie for my job interview, nd yeah i got it x], how exctiing .. woo hoo * cheers .. nd nd .. ive seen danny like every second day of these holidays, so yeah its going all good ! hopefully i can go ct on tues for ddr huhs with roseyss ! .. =] nd nd .. saw setffie today, sarah, yuki, joyce .. lolss .. nd THANKS YUKI ND JOYCE FOR THE FREE UPSIZE FOR BOTH MEALS x] lmao im liike .. i never ordered that .. nd then joyce winks .. nd im like OHHH ICIC .. ahah .. nd i asked stef for those carton thingies that hold your drinks .. lmao yes, nd then i purchased a 50c cone .. LMAO well, its not my fault i dint have moneys .. nd then kiki called me out .. nd im like FUCK i jes came backs from macquarie .. lmaoo .. nd i never knew josie worked at macquarie starfish eaarings ? LOL i always thought she was at carlingford ? LOL anyways .. YEAH i cant wait till i start work .. lmao i feel like shaun LOL .. ahah .. anyways im geed =]=] nd tomorrows satday .. going hughe`s shop in avalon & manlyy .. nd bro has soccer .. so my mumss gonna take me to eastwood hotel on tues .. after ddr .. ahahs .. yeah well danny went home an hour ago .. lolss .. what a fag .. but your jacket was byutifuls =] eheh .. even tho it was in bogan colourss .. it was cute on you hun .. eheh .. nd nd .. i love you x] anyways, iima stop blogging .. its getting really boring .. but YEAH STEF, i missed ronald mcdonald .. i told you to give me a balloon .. but did you ? NO. ** criieess .. love you all =]

geeeeeeez. =D

xo jayce *

- utopia was gay hard, and you all know it =]

" viriya's story "

one day, there was a little boy named viriya .. he was an odd little kid, he always used to eat the sand whenever his friends were building castles nd smashing them back down with tonka trucks .. but no .. viriya was not an ordinary boy .. he was RETARDED .. not only retarded, but TO THE MAX retarded, which is not a good thing .. but hey, it's viriya .. we all love him .. in some way .. LOL .. anyway .. little viriya had grown up with alot of retarded people, so obviously he learnt to speak the retarded language these people had spoken in social life, not that they had one or anything .. but that's not the point of this story .. yes we all know he;s the hero at the end .. but yeah .. i met viriya one fine sunny day at bonnyrigg .. LOL nd then i became obsessed, like a fat kid with a cake .. SO, i kept pranking the shit out of him, nd a few days later, he got me back with lipstick .. ON MY FUCKING nike jacket .. inconsiderate retarded people, GOSH .. anyway .. viriya was a healthy odd little trooper, he was always first to say YES .. ME ! when someone said, WHO WANTS TO GET A WEDGIE .. nd hey he shoots up like a bean sprout on lollies .. but yes, viriya had been happy with life, and there was this one day .. where viriya was hanging out his clothes in his backyard, nd found money in his dad's jacket .. he took it .. obviously .. just like what retarded people do .. but it wasnt just ANY money .. it was DAD'S money, so whoevr touched it, they would die in another week or so .. prior to finding out .. so then viriya ran away for a while, residing in the beautiful JAYCE'S HOUSE - where he found all his needs and requirements to sustain his retarded life .. THANK god she was his friend .. if it wasnt for her, viriya would have turned NORMAL, nd we need retarded people these days, to LAUGH at .. jayce was such a good friend to viriya .. nd he shud thank her, by giving her a sum amount of $10000000 nd the food she supplied BACK .. but yes. soon after., when his dad came running after him furiously, he gave the money back .. nd he was the hero .. because i said so .. nd the point of the story was that there was no point nd that viriya is deeply retarded .. VIRIYA ; you wanted a life story, i gave you one .. nd YES you will put me in your autobiography WONT YOU ?! =] .. BUT THATS ALL GOOD, cuz i love viriya, and he's the SHIT ! but i love danny more =] MUAHAHHAHAH ..

geeeeeeeez. =D

xo jayce *

" i miss you andrew .. " - jayce.

the day .. the day when andrew&alexo left us .. left us lonely souls .. nd left andrew&alexo in the placing of gods open arms .. our father .. who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name .. thy kingdom come .. on earth as it is in heaven .. give us this day our daily bread .. nd forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us, nd lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil .. amen .. take care of andrew&alexo, as you have been for the past year, i know god, you've been taking good care of him, he's watching over me, i can feel it every day .. he's always by my side, making me think about him, nd praising the good he always did for us .. ive been missing the company he always gave me, from play-schooling to family parties .. nd alexo .. the smile he had .. everytime we called him t'a .. he's left us, nd he still bears the tat he got on his back, underage at 15 .. i never knew what a tat was when i was 6 .. i thought you drew on yourself, nd god punished you by staining it on your skin .. but i know youre gonna be a true soldier, nd carry on with what you do .. thats to be you nd go round threatning people .. i loved it when you did that .. i felt so secure whenever you drove us around .. i felt like oo theres a gangster driving me round cabra .. nd NOONES gonna mess with me .. heheh .. i still laugh at the jokes you told me .. they were SO lame, but i tended to laugh cuz i am ? lol .. well i miss you alot alexo .. but we were never that close .. you always took a magnetism for rachel .. is it cos you found her interesting .. ? or was she just a pure person herself ? she loved you alexo .. as one of her own .. i havent spoekn to rachel since the other andrew nd her got together .. but ive spoken to nick .. nd henry .. nd they told me to mention that henry wont forget the first bong you guy's smoked .. bad kients .. lmao .. you two were always cheeky .. but you never got to touch the hands of your wife .. see the happiness in your family .. you were never home alexo .. your mum misses you to bits .. i see her at get-togethers nd the fear in her eyes, of losing victoria .. she's scared to death herself of losing herself .. she's only 5, you cant blame her for being scared .. she's only a little girl .. she has a vague memory of you .. she remembers the skitzness you used to throw at your parents .. nd she'd only be sitting, playing with her barbie dolls, but you never really got to know her did you ? im thinking you'd wanna see her huh ? you've probably been looking down on her, every single step she makes .. nd every smile she has, probably makes you want to cry .. but alexo deary, i never ever got to know you in depth like i did with andrew, this is prolly cos of our age difference huh ? nd the fact that you hated me when i was 13, cuz i was being such a little bitch huh .. you know i was aye, nd you even told me, that one day im gonna regret doing all this crap . like going raves nd dance parties .. nd yeah im pretty much over them .. nd you told me never to take lollies .. you told andrew too .. but it was too late aye ? but andrew, fuck, i wanna tell you so much, but since you've been gone, ive been telling danny .. nd i hope youre alright with it .. cuz i have no-one else to tell it to .. he's my boyfriend, and im sure you know how much im in love with him .. nd if i told you .. in my room, after i say my prayers .. my rents wud think im an idiot for speaking to myself huh .. but im sure you listen to me right ? i jes miss the way you cracked up at whenever i sneezed, or whenever i cracked a really BAD joke .. i mean BAAAD, worse than alexo .. lol xP a n d r e w & a l e x o - 3OO6O5 .. GUYS i fucken miss you .. ALEXO, you wudve been 23 this year .. 3rd year at uni .. arrghh i hate thinking about you both .. its cos no-one ever knew you andrew, how i did .. nd it hurts so bad thinking about what ive lost .. you were like my brother, but i have danny nd i PROMISE he treats me well .. i bet youre thinking, yeah well guys only want one thing .. but cmon .. its life, you cant live without love bro .. lol i remember YOUR first gf LOL ahah LMAOO .. nd you wanted advice you'd come running to me .. nd id always say that you were a faggy bitch nd told you to dump her as fast as you cant .. cuz we're heartbreakers .. instead you rebelled against me nd got dumped 3 days later .. nd who came bolting to me again ? LOL YES YOU ANDREW ! lmaoo you looked so cute with trickles of tears down your cheek .. LOL you kinda lookd like me =/ LMAO shameful .. but i remember EVERYTHING we did, talked about nd MOSTLY .. shared ! but this is making me no longer sad, cuz remembering the memories you left with me has been a fucking good thing, nd its gonna stick by my little heart FOR ETERNITY ! we've been best friends since littleness, nd the mature i get, the more im going to keep that promise .. im never going to forget you andrew, dw when im 98 THATS WHEN YOU APPROXIMATED MY LAST YEARS OF LIFE .. you ass im a SUPERGRANNY ! im still going to remember you as a the bestest friend ive ever had .. nd jes to tell you .. all day today .. i was holding your necklace .. you know the one that i got you for your 16th birthday ? LOL the one that you fucking ACCIDENTLY broke a day after .. lol its alright .. ive got it now .. nd its a part of me .. whenever i hold it .. i feel your presence, nd when i feel your presence, i feel looked out on .. its a good thing dw andrew .. im jes writing this blog to show you nd alexo how much youre missed .. nd yes, i remembered today, im not gay unlike youu =P but i know you neve wanted sympathy when you left me .. im trying to talk to you now as if you were here, not all this crap like oh, he is sadly missed nd loved .. because NO its not sad .. its DESPERATELY missed .. nd im wishing you were here right now, so we could talk like the past .. you dont know how much youve changed my life dude, ima say .. ALOT.

take it easy lads .. take care of you nd alexo .. promise me ..

andrew .. i FUCKEN want you back here, ask god to let you come down and talk to me .. please .. i know people are going to think im a freaking idiot .. but you dont know what youve got, until its gone .. nd when its gone, you jes want it to come back .. nd never ever let it slip out of your fingers .. such a special gift to me .. you .. i miss you bestfriend .. you were going to be my best man at my wedding .. and you still will .. dw mate, youre going to be there, i know it ..

geeeeeeez. =D

xo jayce *

` 3OO6O6 ;

" i dont wanna have to live with it " - frankie j - howtodeal

imma be blogging for the past day's ive missed .. so forgive me if i bore you all .. this is the only place where i can express my feelings, without getting told off, or bitched at .. so .. here goes .. tuesday .. skipping random parts .. now its 3 pm = ] nd i was at parra .. nd i saw meilisa wit hher toy's r us balloon fiona's bf bought for her .. hung around there .. met up with danny nd jack .. nd jes bussed it home .. i guess i wasnt in a good mood .. wednesday .. strike day ? lol boring as hell .. danny came over .. he was still sick .. so we decided jes to stay home nd become indoor assholes .. went school .. was late LOl man, its 12 nd im still late .. fucking hell .. thursday .. streakers came to our school .. flashbanged the whole chool .. in bonds undies ft. g-strings .. fcking stupid kients .. LOL it was UGLY .. nd the thing im mostly not looking forward to .. tomorrow .. yeah i know its the last day of school .. but its also the celebration of the one year anniversary of the death of andrew sumvanh tien .. the young man, who made my life different .. who taught nick how to tie his shoelaces .. to teach me how to laugh .. to teach everyone .. that life was to live .. and to use it .. pursue anything .. nd 3OO6O5 .. was the tragic day that my best friend .. ever since my babyhood .. had been tragically killed in a horrific car accident .. on the night of the 30th june .. 2005 .. where alexo also had lost his soul .. and they both had risen up to the gods above .. nd taken care of .. to be treated like a prince .. to be loved more than before .. and mostly, reunited with their mum - aunty .. i jes miss all the laughs nd tears we shared .. the times we had been together at sleepovers when we were 4 .. our fights and arguyments at 12 .. over the stupid fucking pokemon cards .. over love itself at 15 .. but this year .. you would have been 17 .. nd you wouldve been able to get off your L's .. nd the HSC nd SC you were tryna bludge through .. i jes wish i cud turn back time .. nd never have quen's birthday in the first place .. you shouldnt have been in that car .. you shouldve been in mine .. nd if it wasnt for me telling you not to drink .. i think that i couldve saved your life .. from all those troubles you had .. when you lost your mum, you came to me .. I WAS YOUR MUM .. for next 4 years .. we'd been closer than ever .. nd anything you wanted to let out .. you'd tell me .. but you know dante's taking it pretty hard too atm .. he remembers when him nd kayla snuck into the house together .. nd all that time .. you knew she was there .. nd you wudnt say anything until you called me .. nd the night before you went away from me .. you sent me frankie j - how to deal .. i understand why you sent it to me .. but .. why ? why did god have to take you away from me ? why did god have to punish me for sins i have not done ? why did he have totake away such a special gift such a beautiful male could hold .. WHY DID HE CHOOSE YOU ANDWZ ? why did he choose to pick you .. outof all the people .. you never deserved to be treated like that .. iguess im only being paranoid .. it's just that ive been wanting to see you .. for so long .. ever since that very night, you slipped away from my fingers, nd left me in a world i had no idea about .. you were my fire, you were the one who lit my way across the pathway of life, you tuahgt me so much, nd i cant thank you any more for all you've done .. you left me at such a young age .. 16 .. you were legal mate .. LEGAL .. yet you chose to save it till marriage .. we both swore we'd save it till marriage .. nd we both swore that we'd live with eachother at uni .. nd you'd look after my kids .. nd i'd look after yours .. i'd become best friends with your wife .. you the same with my husband .. nd the thing i remember most about you .. the night when we were 7 years old .. nd we swapped tamagotchi's .. i still have yours andrew .. i still do .. nd im never going to let it go .. cuz we both remember we bought it at merrylands k-mart .. remember andrew ? your aunty wanted us to shut up .. so she got us a tamagotchi each .. nd then we swapped in the car .. that gleam in your eyes .. that your tamagotchi was scratched, and mine wasnt .. then we swapped .. you had the cheekiest smile ever .. nd i hated you for it .. LOL i hated you so much for that .. nd the dorky pair of socks you bought me when i was 12 LOL man, sure your dad chose it .. im so grateful i had a friend like you andrew, but my question left to you .. is why you left me ? why'd you leave me hanging .. with no "son" to talk to .. no friend to keep my secrets with .. no life to live ? no air to breathe .. no you andwz .. no you .. i cant type any more .. my eyes are red nd teary from this .. ill see you one day andwz .. one day .. nd that day .. we're going to make another sandcastle .. another one .. with nick .. nd youre going to teach me once again to stand up .. nd speak what i think .. i love you andwz .. my best friend .. ive cherished for so long .. my life .. my soul .. my air .. i miss you so much "bla-head" .. so much ..

i miss you andrew ..

i miss you ..

geeeeeeeeeeez.

xo jayce * ..

" oops, i farted. " - esin.

wasnt today GREAT ?! i got my rags, which was not my highlight of the day .. my highlight was - I MISSED THE GRADE GRAND FINALS .. by missing the ka-fucking bus .. im so pissed off, cuz i fucken had to do volleyball after .. nd what a BLUDGE, i couldve been winning in sftball .. but NOO, my stupah rags had to get into the way, nd make me go get panadol, which caused me to miss my bus .. freaking .. anyways .. i was sick all day .. yet i still made my lost ass way to school, nd actually participated. some kient teacher from my brothers high school [ epping boys high school ] was accused of supplying drugs .. lmao stfu epping .. poor teacher but man, id hate to be caught supplying chingalings to druggos .. today i had graphics tech first period .. BRO what a lesson .. i was doing so well until the bell rang .. I WAS ON A ROLL ! .. science .. we went rong classroom, nd we thought it mightve been nice for us to show our faces .. 5 mins before bell rang again .. so we popped by to L6 to say hi to the class nd mrs naidu LMAO .. what legends .. nd then mathematicalss .. well, we dont knwo where the thuck mr chandra was .. he came after our stupahfied class made too much noise, nd some bitch came to tell us we should be ashamed at the fact tha twe didnt look for a maths teacher .. lmao .. like who would ?  recess, nothing new .. i was tryna smile .. but my pains were growing .. nearly fainted .. had IST .. i was so faint then .. mrs sethis such a legend .. she's such a beautiful person to me ! even some people tease her cuz shes curry .. people tease us for being asian too  LOL but yeah shes the best .. shes helped me throughout high school nd the fights we all go through .. I GOT MY PANADOL by consent from my mum =] WOOO nd then went to history .. what a BLUDGE ! mr lacey dint give a shit about whatever we were looking at on comps .. LOL we were meant to look at social injustice and aboriginal people .. instead we lookd at animal cruelty nd mean nasty tampons vs. pretty nice ones .. LMAO you idiot .. nd the we were all silent .. UNTIL ESIN FARTED .. " oops, i farted " .. lmao i dint need to know .. i could smell it .. im next to you asshole .. nd i really wanted to laugh .. but i cudnt >< .. lols nd then we took elaines fone .. nd took photos LMAO what freaakkss ! then esin nd i got changed in the same cubicle LMAO, which resulted in me cracking a massive fart ..which nearly made esin puke .. LOL AHAHHAHA sorry guys .. lmao .. periodproblems .. nd then this got me here, blogging.

geeeeeeeeeeeeez.

xo jayce *

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" siit, i have a lisssp "

well today i went cabra .. to get my retainers .. nd my mum called them retaining walls .. does it look like im buiilding a house in my mouth ? lol well i turned very very very emo nd attitudal towards everyone .. i dno why bro .. ><" i kept arguing .. ( yes, they were so good too ) .. nd i kept getting told off, so it got me all agro nd i pissed myself with emotions, letting it out everywhere bro .. nd i was pissed even more, cuz i got my retainers today nd i sound like a sthupid stpasticksh idiots. ahah .. nd i also had to walk from cabra to my grandpa`s house, which was two streets away .. nd i was pissed like shit bro LOL i wanted to snap like that man .. well lets jes say today was a shithole of a day .. i went to my grandparents house in cabra .. for lets say .. 5 HOURS .. doing jack SHIT .. yeah well during those 5 hours, i was bored, dying nd lisping at the same time .. gave shit to my parents .. ahha .. nd then drove home, without anyone talking .. dad passed the rbts nd woot i came home, spoke to danny, did a random thing nd now im blogging .. today was fucken shit, as you can tell .. nd yeah i saw only jennaye today .. LOL eating pho on the street .. lmao tell your dad to buy you a table darling .. but yeah damn girl youve grown sexy ! ahah .. i missyou >< well .. IF YOU GET RBT`D, it was me =] i gotta head off now, time to msn .. =D xox *

geeeeeeeeeez.

xo jayce *

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